Me right now.


I’ve had many anti-depressants in my life, but these really are the best ones. The fact that these are organic and that I can find them at Walmart are the two really awesome things, other than making me feel better. One to three per day (according to what the bottle says) and I’m totally fine. I’m so glad I found these! They really do get me through my day.
Look Google Maps is a treasure map! Hahaha April Fools is funny!

I only dream of you, my beautiful.


For anon. Every question in that survery answered. (I made it a ‘read more’ as to not clog anyone’s dash.)

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Tonight, my pain coach app again asked me on a scale of 1 to 10 how much pain I was in.

I chose 8.

It may not be a big deal to you, but going from a 10 to an 8 is a pretty big deal for someone like me.


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My pain coach app asked me on a scale of 1 to 10 how much pain I felt today.

I chose 10, but it’s more like 62475862485678447285692486294879562.


Personal. *Trigger warning.

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To my body:

Please, please stop hurting. I haven’t felt this much pain before.


Being sick is so fun! Jk. Can I have some cuddles please??
Important:

Hi, everyone!

I’m just writing this to say that I won’t be blogging for.. quite awhile after today/tonight. I know I’ll definitely be stopping after Wednesday, for sure. The reasons are very personal, but all I can say is that I will definitely be needing surgery. Yes, I will be in the hospital, and yes, I will be there after said surgery. Though I don’t know when surgery will be, I’m going to stay away from all the popular websites I go on to keep my mind focused on what’s ahead of me.

But my blog will stay up, don’t worry. My younger sister (she’s 14) is very trustworthy with my blog, and I’ve let her blog before on here, so I’m letting her run my blog for me. I may get private messages, and that’s okay. She won’t read them, and she’ll let me know when I have one so I can personally reply.

If you do, please pray. This is a very serious and personal issue, and it’s really quite scary. And if you don’t pray, then just send nice thoughts, please, it’s greatly appreciated.

I love each and every single one of you. <3

Here’s my Twitter, if you wish to follow me on that.
And my Kik is lilylove13, if you wish to talk to me. I will be (trying) to stay on there, or at least Tweet once a day. And please, if you wish to Kik me, please don’t be creepy, or send me explicit pictures. I don’t want that.

Thank you. <3 


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I miss you. I miss what used to be. That is all.


Merry Christmas!

It snowed today! I was so happy! I feel really blessed. I’ve been through a lot, and I feel really good right now. I hope you all are having a great Christmas/holiday.

Tell me what you got, or how you’re spending your day! I’d love to hear it! (: <3 I love you all!