Me right now.
Me right now.
I only dream of you, my beautiful.
Tonight, my pain coach app again asked me on a scale of 1 to 10 how much pain I was in.
I chose 8.
It may not be a big deal to you, but going from a 10 to an 8 is a pretty big deal for someone like me.
My pain coach app asked me on a scale of 1 to 10 how much pain I felt today.
I chose 10, but it’s more like 62475862485678447285692486294879562.
Please, please stop hurting. I haven’t felt this much pain before.
I’m just writing this to say that I won’t be blogging for.. quite awhile after today/tonight. I know I’ll definitely be stopping after Wednesday, for sure. The reasons are very personal, but all I can say is that I will definitely be needing surgery. Yes, I will be in the hospital, and yes, I will be there after said surgery. Though I don’t know when surgery will be, I’m going to stay away from all the popular websites I go on to keep my mind focused on what’s ahead of me.
But my blog will stay up, don’t worry. My younger sister (she’s 14) is very trustworthy with my blog, and I’ve let her blog before on here, so I’m letting her run my blog for me. I may get private messages, and that’s okay. She won’t read them, and she’ll let me know when I have one so I can personally reply.
If you do, please pray. This is a very serious and personal issue, and it’s really quite scary. And if you don’t pray, then just send nice thoughts, please, it’s greatly appreciated.
I love each and every single one of you. <3
Here’s my Twitter, if you wish to follow me on that.
And my Kik is lilylove13, if you wish to talk to me. I will be (trying) to stay on there, or at least Tweet once a day. And please, if you wish to Kik me, please don’t be creepy, or send me explicit pictures. I don’t want that.
Thank you. <3
I miss you. I miss what used to be. That is all.
It snowed today! I was so happy! I feel really blessed. I’ve been through a lot, and I feel really good right now. I hope you all are having a great Christmas/holiday.
Tell me what you got, or how you’re spending your day! I’d love to hear it! (: <3 I love you all!